Big Love Season 3 Final Episode

I miss watching Big Love with my One Great Love. :) When will Season 4 start? Actually, the Big Love cast will start filming the next season this August.

I have done a little bit of research on what's in store for Big Love Season 4. Roman may have died in the 3rd season but he would still have a looming presence in the next season. Bill would start a new church, and we would see Barb trying to establish her identity again. So what about Nicki? I think Nicki is the most complicated wife. Her ex would be back in town and she would have to deal with her daughter Cara Lynn from her first marriage.

I am suppose to see the the last episode of Season 3 for the longest time, but I have so many things to do. Thanks goodness, we can always look online for episodes we missed. You can always try sidereel.com.

Here's Big Love Season 3 Episode 10 (Sacrament)

Baby Boy or Baby Girl

Xavier and I has this never-ending conversation about wanting to have girls and boys. Yes, we are planning to become a family soon. Can't wait to be with the love of my life f-o-r-e-v-e-r. Excuse this post for being so mushy gushy. I am just very happy that I found the right man. :)

Going back to the topic, I want girls, he wants boys. See, he grew up with mostly girls in the family. He wants to have boys because he does not want to be outnumbered anymore.

I prefer to have girls because it's so much fun dressing them up. With that reasoning, he said he'll just get me a doll. I think he's just afraid that when I decide to paint our house hot pink, the girls would surely take my side.

They are somewhat crazy reasons but we agreed that as long as they are healthy babies, then we are happy. :)

The Strength in Me

Xavier always tells me that I do not give myself enough credit for the strength that I have. The truth is, I never realize how strong I am until I met him.

I think Xavier would make a good psychologist because I feel so much at ease with him whenever he helps me deal with my issues. Even when I am highly emotional, he can calm me down. I had self-esteem issues before I met him, maybe I still have until now, but he helped me believe in myself. That man loves me to pieces! I wonder what he saw in me aside from my sexy body. lol Now, I am being conceited.

Sentimental

I think the world of Xavier. I absolutely love and adore him so much. This is not my first time to fall in love but this relationship I have with him is very different and a lot better than ones I had before. It's very easy to talk to him. I can tell him anything without having to worry about being judged or criticized. He accepts me just as I am.

I must be a very good person to deserve someone like him. I love him more than anything else, and yet he makes me feel that he always loves me more. =)

A Letter to My Bubba

Finally, I have someone I can call my own...

Dear Bubba,

Bubba, I am missing you a lot. I hope you are having fun at your networking class today. You did not say goodbye to me before you left so I guess you were in a rush. I will wait for you when you get back home.

Today, I spent time teaching the little man ABC. He is so funny. He keeps saying "s" because it's only recently that he is able to pronounce "s". I was also teaching him words with opposite meanings and also common English words. Now, he calls his "lola" grandma. I enjoy being a mom. I can't wait for us to have kids so I can start teaching them basic stuff like that.

And of course, I want to be a great wife. My goal is to make you fall in love with me everyday, over and over again. I do not have to read those e-books about "Making a Man Fall in Love with a Woman" because with you, I am free to be myself. Just simply me. I think you appreciate me most when I am being very open about myself, and not holding back my emotions. I really like the fact that you are very open-minded and non-judgmental.

Bubba, I can see that you are putting all your effort into making our dream a reality. I would support you in my own little ways. Just let me know what I can do.

Having such a smart, gorgeous and sweet guy like you feels so goooood. You have so many admirable qualities. You know how to treat a woman right, and for that, I am extremely lucky. Everyday, you make me feel like I am the most special woman in the world.

I love you so much.

Hugs and Kisses,
Your Sexy Mama

P.S.

The next post should be about our prenuptial agreement. It will be the most romantic prenup ever written in history. haha I am kidding. Bubba, don't you miss my Alley Pond?

April

April. How can I come up with a more creative title when I am this hungry? It's 5:28 and I haven't ingested anything solid yet. I had pineapple juice at around 12 pm, and milk at 3 pm. Nope, I am not on diet. It's just a super busy day. So why am I online, instead of getting something to eat? I just miss my Bubba a lot. I can't wait to give him a kiss but he's still in dreamland. How I wish he's dreaming of me right now. :)

Today, I was able to get my NBI clearance. Also, I brought my son with me so that he can see his new school. I was supposed to have my medical check up but I will take care of that tomorrow morning.

Last April Fool's Day, my Bubba tried to pull a prank on me. He sounded so convincing when he told me that he fathered a son with another woman. It made my heart beat so fast when he was explaining it to me. But he immediately retracted it and reminded me it was April Fool's. Too bad, I did not have a chance to get even. Maybe, next year. lol

I love you Bubba. Just want to remind you that you need to create linkedin.com and meetup.com accounts. Mwaaah!