Oh May!

My favorite month is about to end. Aside from the fact that it's the month of my birthday, I love May because it's summertime here in the Philippines.

How time flies! Been working for over a month now too. I must admit I am still not used to waking up early. I'm always waiting for the end of the week so that I can sleep all I want.

I wonder what's in store for me and my Bubba next month. Tomorrow, our schedule will be (almost) the same. Nice. :)

Work Schedule

Starting May 31st, Bubba's schedule would be more similar to my schedule. For the previous month, it was like a hello and goodbye whenever we see each other. Although our rest days will no longer be the same given the new schedule, we would both be home at the same time. I don't know if he knows that I miss him that much.

With too many pressures that I am going through right now, I had been feeling depressed lately. Bubba, thanks for your patience.

Work

Ping, IPconfig, TCP/IP - these words are alien to me but I have to deal with them everyday since I started the training at my new job. I do not know how I landed this job but I am thankful I got a new one. The only downside about it is that, my Bubba and I have opposite work schedules. When he gets home from work, it's time for me to leave and vice versa.I miss spending time with him but we have to do what we need to do.

Aiya! I can't wait for our schedule to change so that we can spend more time together. I miss him a lot. I'm really glad I have him because he helps me with the technical stuff that I don't understand. Well, most of them I don't understand. lol Still getting the hang of it!

On Turning 25

I had been telling my Bubba that I am more mature now because I am turning 25. Am I? I would like to think that I am, but a lot of times, I still do not know what I want. No plans, no goals, no directions. It feels like I am experiencing a quarter-life crisis. One thing is for sure, I want to have a family. Career-wise, I don't know. I just want to be happy.

Maybe next year, I would be more mature. Just maybe.

Of course I want to be with my Bubba. Soon. Thanks for the birthday surprises mi amor. Love 'em! *wink, wink*