Cravings

I feel so deprived! I know it's wrong to have that kind of mentality because, for sure, life is not that bad for me. Since yesterday, I have been craving for a lot of things. I assure you, I haven't gone nuts. They are just normal things but I feel a great need for them at the moment.

I want some calorie-laden Mocha Frappuccino but I got a cold. It's not a good idea to be sipping something that cold right now. Instead, I have to keep drinking juices because what my body actually needs is tons of Vitamin C.

I want to watch a tearjerker film. The Time Traveler's Wife (starring Eric Bana and Rachel McAdams) is currently showing in movie theaters. I don't have any problem going to the movie theater. There's a lot near where I live. However, I do not have anyone to go with me. Maybe, I will just ask Bubba to buy me the book and I will just content myself with reading instead of watching a movie. The last book that made me cry was "The Notebook" but that was years ago.

And I want some lovin'.

Or maybe, I should just stop whinin' lol

I am an Adgitize Advertiser

Two weeks ago, I discovered the wonders of advertising my Big Love Blog on Adgitize. I have been a member of Adgitize prior to that but I wasn't really that active. So what would I expect of my earnings? It used to be next to nothing.

But now, I notice a big difference. But more than the earnings, I can say that it's really an effective means of bringing visitors to my site. Would I recommend it to fellow bloggers? Absolutely! The price is also very reasonable. ;)

Big Love Season 4 Spoilers

Big Love Season 4 - Bubba and I love to watch this polygamist-themed TV show on HBO. I had been waiting for the next season of big love. From what I heard, they had started filming this month for the 4th season. Since I am such a Big Love fanatic, I can't wait to know about the next storyline. So here's some Big Love Season 4 spoilers that I gathered online:

-Roman Grant (Harry Dean Stanton) was not able to survive death by pillow suffocation. So, we won't be expecting Roman's evil presence on the next season.

-"Nicki (Chloe Sevigny) will always be Nicki. On the next season, she has a returning teenage daughter Cara Lynne to contend with, not to mention ex J.J.

-Margie(Ginnifer Goodwin) will be busy with her new jewelry business. I am pretty excited about this!

-Sarah (Amanda Seyfried), meanwhile, is said to become "her own woman," while Teenie (Jolean Wejbe) will be like "an entirely different person"

- We would also see more of Ana (Branka Katic). Anna has a small stint last season as Bill's 4th wife.

- Barb (Jeanne Tripplehorn) will have to deal with being excommunicated when she refused to renounce polygamy,

Big Love season 4 would be most likely shown January next year

Music Monday - Take A Bow

This is my first time to post a Music Monday entry here on my blog. I have been listening to Rihanna's Take a Bow over and over again these past few days. If you read my previous blog entry, you'd know why.

Come join Music Monday and share your songs with us. One simple rule, leave ONLY the actual post link here. You can grab this code at LJL Please note these links are STRICTLY for Music Monday participants only. All others will be deleted without prejudice.




PS: Because of spamming purposes, the linky will be closed on Thursday of each week at midnight, Malaysian Time. Thank you!

Emotional Cheating

I have an access to my boyfriend's email. Most of the emails there are work-related. I check it every now and then if he needs me to remind him something important.

While he was gone, I logged in to that email and saw that he has another email account. I know him too well that with just one guess of the password, I was able to open the email right away.

Much to my dismay, he was talking to another girl. No, it wasn't just a friendly talk. From the look of it, he had been emotionally cheating on me.

He knows that I find emotionally cheating more painful than physical cheating. Not that I can tolerate cheating but that's how just I perceive things. I read somewhere that for women, emotional cheating pains them more than sexual cheating but for men, it's vice versa.

He's gone for two days. I guess I had to talk to him about this when he gets back.

Can I forgive emotional cheating? Maybe I have my shortcomings as a girlfriend, but damn it, I don't deserve this.

Dear Bubba

Dear Bubba,

Lately, I haven't told you how much you mean the world to me. But even if a lot of times, I get moody, depressed, grumpy and sleepy. please do not forget that I love you so much. I adore everything about you.

You are very smart. You are such a geek that I would never have to worry about my computer breaking down because I know you can fix it for me. lol I can talk to you about anything and you are someone who I can count on giving me good pieces of advice.

When people ask, how do I know that you love me. It's plain and simple. You ask what makes me happy. That's something I haven't experienced before. I was used to hearing the line, 'If you love me, then....'. But your love for me was never conditional. It feels so good to be loved that way. I love you too, unconditionally Bubba. Even when you decide to become a jerk, I would still love you. But I am confident that is something you won't do to me. ;)

Thank you for making me laugh. I love your sense of humor. Even though sometimes I get confused because I just have no clue of what you are saying. Talk about being slow. lol You know, I wish I can be as understanding as you are. Sometimes, you are just soooo perfect that it makes me feel I'm the worst girlfriend in the world. That's a joke. I'm not the worst, am I?


Thank you for making me smile. Even if there are a lot of things I can complain about. At the end of the day, knowing th you are mine gives me a heartwarming smile. It's a smile that comes from the heart.

With you around, I would never have to fake a smile. You make me smile because of your caring ways. You make me smile because you make me feel so lucky. You make me smile because you make me think I am prettier than Salma Hayek (liar!). Best of all, you make me smile because I know I am sharing my life with such an amazing person, and that's you, my Bubba, my bestfriend, my husband, my forever.

Thank you for allowing me to have someone as hot as you! I love watching you especially when you are not aware of it and it makes me wonder what the hell is this sexy guy doing with someone plain like me. Looking at you makes me think of naughty thoughts. lol

I love you so much Bubba...more than anything else. You give meaning to my existence.

Love,
Mama